Ever since I started this whole campaign, I have been bombarded with the question why. Why Ironman? Why Kids Haven? Why do any of it? Why put myself through all that torture? Why would I even consider doing it again? Why children? Why not another cause? Why? Why? Why?
So, I start with why Ironman. I had always been a pretty active person. From school, there was rugby, volleyball, kung fu, even running. Running started with... like all young boys, a crush. Trying to impress the neighbours daughter, I started entering fun runs because it's what she was doing. Being someone to learn from life's lessons, even when nothing materialised from the young girl, I learned something valuable about myself... I had stamina. I would play a couple games of rugby, followed immediately by some basketball then volleyball, and still have energy to go partying afterwards.
After college, I discovered my first true passion. Kung fu. Until now, I had never really enjoyed the pain of sport. Until now, I had never pushed through that pain to get the results. Once I did, everything just fell into place. To be entirely honest, I had never really stood out from anyone else in sport. I always did just enough to make the team. In kung fu, I was getting noticed. I was good. I was more than good, I was exceptional.Not to blow my own horn or anything, but it just came naturally to me. I was strong, fast, and above all... I had stamina. When everyone else was at the point of breaking, I was getting warmed up.
Having been through that transformation to kung fu, I naturally started looking for other ways to he origins, my first blog. After trying my hilarious first triathlon, I was hooked. In it for the long haul. I could never look back after the phenomenal experience of my first Ironman.
challenge myself. I tried snowboarding, Scuba diving, cycling, anything I could think of. Every one that I tried, as amazing as they were, just did not push me as I had hoped. It never tested my limits, and i was craving that challenge. Which is why the idea of doing an Ironman was so appealing to me when Zaids mentioned it. You can read about that in t
I started doing research on Ironman, and I found something interesting. Ironman for the kids. Ironman donated money to different foundations. This made sense to me. You doing the race, why not do it for a cause? Until I discovered the costs. I could barely afford normal entrance fees, let alone 4 time the amount. I tried raising funds and getting sponsorship, not very successfully. I even started acrowdfunding campaign that, as you can see, was also not very successful.
Time to try another route. Looking at the different causes, left me with a very difficult choice. Which one to support? The answer was children. For so many reasons, children. Want to do something about crime? Teach the next generation a better way. Want to find a cure for a disease? Educate a child who could possibly be the future genius to discover the cure. Animals? Future vets. No matter which way I thought about it, children was my answer. The thing is, future generations dictate the quality of the human race in time to come, and judging by the examples set by current leadership, the human race is in serious trouble. The way the state of the world is, Quality leadership is seriously lacking.
Showing the younger generations that with hard work, anything is possible. Teaching them that dreams are only the beginnings to endless possibilities was the only way I could think of to make a change. Leading by example was the only way I could make any kind of difference. So, of course, I started looking up orphanages. I first tried a few religious ones, but they seemed more interested in personal gain, or weren't interested in providing me with relevant documentation. After a few weeks, I eventually stumbled on Kids Haven.
They replied almost instantly. Provided me with relevant documents without me even asking for them. They were friendly and sincere, more than willing to help in any way. Overall, I was impressed with them from the get go. It turned out, Kids Haven was a rehabilitation centre for abused and abandoned kids, and that got me thinking... consider this... Everyone in life has a hard time getting by. Paying the bills, putting food on the table, electricity, clothing, the list just never ends. Now imagine having these same problems, with no way of settling them, with the added fear of being beaten... physically, emotionally, mentally...the worst kind of abuse you could imagine. When having to live with that kind of torture, the last thing you should be concerned with is mundane expenses. As far as I'm concerned, a child's only concern should be playing, learning, ice cream, basically sugar and spice and all things nice.
So I get everything started with Kids Haven, making sure they are aware of my intentions, and get
everything going official when I check my records and realise something... I had been providing them with old clothing, niknaks and everything else we generally donate to charities all along. I had been helping them, without even realising it... this was a sign. Sealed the deal for me, etched it in stone. I was going to help them in any way I could. So i started tri'ing for Kids Haven and haven't looked back since. Without a doubt, it has been the single most spiritually, emotionally and physically rewarding experience of my life.
I, for the life of me, cannot figure out why more people don't do it. Don't get me wrong, I am not expecting everyone to go out and start doing Ironman, but I am suggesting you find something to be passionate about. Find something you really enjoy. Something that will leave you with a ridiculous smile on your face at the end of the day. If that something can be good for your overall health, even better. It helps getting some exercise, endorphin release and all that, but it helps more if you can do all that while making a difference in the world.
In summery, all I can say is... Life is too short not to enjoy it. Work is not everything. There must be some kind of purpose to life, other than assembling insane amounts of irrelevant stuff you would never use, to impress people you don't even like. How much is enough? When will you actually stop and reap some of the rewards of your hard work. How miserable are you by sticking to your routine, mundane, predictable existence? Go out, do something, love someone, learn something, teach something... just go out. You won't be sorry. I know I am not.
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Thursday, 7 May 2015
There is here
It's 4:00 am, I'm getting breakfast, mixing drinks, doing normal final touches before a race. Just one exception, this is the race. This is the culmination of over a years blood sweat and tears. This is what I had been working for all this time. Strangely enough, 4 months ago, I wasn't even sure I'd be here today.
Let's take you back 4 months. End of November, and I am reflecting on the past year. It's been a long hard year as far as training was concerned. I think about the previous year and remember trying to register for IronmanSA 2014. I recollect how finance was an issue, and when I finally had enough to register for the race, all entries were closed. Looking back, I am so grateful for that, because as it turns out, I was far from ready.
Cue my second blog... The First Race. This eye opener just happened to be a month before IronmanSA 2014. In all honesty, I was under the impression that I would do ok. Time obviously would prove me wrong. But, that was a while back, it was now November, and I really am ready. Financially, I'm not as ready as I would like, but I know there might not be any available entries left. So I take a gamble and lo and behold, there is an opening. I close my eyes and just register, trusting everything will work out in the end... AND MAN DID IT EVER WORK OUT!!!
A month later, ever supportive Stace and my darling sister sponsor a bike... what a machine. Cervelo P3. Until now I could only have dreamed about a bike like this. It was a bit of a mission trying to get used to riding it. Embarrassingly, I managed to fall off, even before clipping my second foot in. So in essence, I had more ground time on it than seat time. But once I had gotten clipped in, It was literally smooth sailing. So fast. So comfortable. Actually much better than I could have imagined.
Everything was going along swimmingly. In no time at all, I was used to the bike, I had been on a few 7 hour rides, followed by 10k bricks. Feeling strong. In fact, I was doing 70.3 distances for practice, finishing them in 6 hours and feeling like I had just had a hard training session. I was feeling confident, I would not get the same lesson as Midlands Ultra.
Fast forward to March 2015. I know I shouldn't be doing it, losing the advantage of climatising and all that, but arrangements were already made, so we go down a week before the race.What a brilliant idea. Not from a race point of view, but for everything else. Being my first one, it was exactly what I needed to get the nerves under control and get used to the route, and do a whole bunch of other stuff. Basically, I used the time to get really comfortable with not only the course, but the idea of the race as well.
Being one of the first age groupers there, I got to hang with pro's and learn more than I could say. Albeit for no reason other than we were the only ones there. My first sea swim was with 2012 AG winner. Met most of the elites on the bike course. Even just running on the beach I bumped into some really impressive athletes.
This is probably why I am so calm, just an hour before the biggest race... no, biggest event of my life. My mind is clear, no shakes, no butterflies. I had never been this calm even before small races. It was still dark mixing drinks for the day, getting everything ready, but nothing phases me. We walk down to transition, get drinks and gear onto the already racked bikes. everything goes off without a hitch.
Once everything is settled, tyres checked, bike given the once over, race food checked, I head off to find the Kids Haven support team. Turns out, they were more nervous than I was. I was pretty sure the atmosphere couldn't get any more electrifying. I couldn't be more wrong. Looking around at the other athletes, You saw nerves, focus, excitement, a complete overwhelming mix of emotions. This was just amplified by the emotion and support of the spectators. Paul Kaye announces it's time for us to make our way to the beach... Its time.
When I get to the beach, the sun is just about starting to rise, the helicopter is hovering on the horizon and the view is just spectacular. Almost like something out of a postcard.
I manage to find my group and start warming up and getting ready. I actually start getting nervous... not for the race, but because I am not at all nervous. Manage to shrug it off, and look around and take in the experience. National anthem, all the pre race stuff starts, and I start hearing less and less. My plan was to make my way to the front, and push for a fast swim, seeing as my swim is my strength.
My mind almost completely shuts off to everything else, until I saw Adam. The thing is, this was to be Adam's 5th open water swim. He literally only learned to swim a month or 2 earlier. Understandably, he was visibly nervous. I had so much respect for what he had accomplished with the swim, I couldn't help but say... "don't worry bro, I'll start with you". time to change my strategy. No problem, I have a strong swim, 10 or 15 minutes won't make that much of a difference in my time, after all, I am not going for a win. The elites head off, and everything goes quiet. everyone waiting for the cannon.
BOOOOOM.... and everyone sprints off into the water. Myself and Adam take a leisurely walk down, we get him comfortable with the water, wet his face. Once he manages to completely submerge his face, I look at him and simply say... "you're in bud, have a good race". Just take a moment to evaluate what's happening, as I look up I see the front runners of the group had already passed the first
buoy. I know it will be hard working my way through the slower swimmers and getting into a rhythm, so I just get to it. only lifting my head to sight and evaluate a route around the traffic. It was a bit overwhelming at first, but I got over that so fast. It wasn't 20meters before i couldn't stop myself from smiling. This was just so much fun, I couldn't understand why everyone didn't do it. Took the turn around the first buoy about 15meters wide, to avoid the screaming age groupers, from there it was open water.
I kept my 15meter distance wide of everyone, aside from the occasional wanderer, had almost no traffic. pushed passed the next few buoys and traffic started getting even easier. There was a bit of a swell, but I didn't even notice. My previous swims had drilled into my brain, don't look for buoys, look for the cranes, look for the building. So what I did, was look for the cranes, look for the buildings. before I knew it, I was taking the final turn towards the beach. I remember thinking... what? am I done already? I even double checked my Garmin. Didn't help though, it said I swam 9.8km. Note to self... I really gotta learn how to work this thing.
Not sure what to do next, I slowly made my way to transition.just following the group. crossed the timing mats at 1:13:42. not bad at all. Make my way over to the bags, grab my bike bag and look for a place to change. When I look in the tent, it's all full. Looking around, I see other guys sitting on the floor and getting changed right there outside the tent. Bonus. I do the same, empty the bag out on the floor and start packing everything on.
I had not yet learned to mount on the fly, so had to walk the entire transition on my cleats. No problem, I use this slower time to get some nourishment in, so on my walk I had a sandwich. Cross the start line, and still chewing, I glance over at my watch. 6min transition not bad at all. Getting started on the bike was a bit challenging, still chewing on the sandwich. I take a sip of my energy drink and oh my word, this is nasty. Looking down at the bottle I see it's a strange pink colour... not my usual orange. I guess I must have grabbed the wrong flavour at the shops.
Regardless, I take the first turn to start the first climb. Still feeling strong, I climb pretty well. Start feeling a bit flat about halfway through, So carry on sipping the strange pink drink. I make the climb in good form, start the fast downhill. Enjoying the speed and ease I really let rip. It helps I'm a bit of a fatty, so the extra weight had me overtaking everything I came across with a smile. Forgetting that what goes down must go up, I savour the downhill. Then my nutrition problems start. I realise I need to stop drinking the pink stuff.
About 60km into the first lap, Immie ( one of the guys from my group) passed me. He slowed down long enough to ask what I was doing. To which my reply was simply taking it easy. He told me I was taking it too easy, and to step on it. I was more than happy to comply, I gave him a questioning look, he gave me a nod of approval, and I was off. The rest of the first lap was pretty straight forward. I finished it in 3:30. Not bad considering how easy I was taking it.
Turning up to the first hill again the lack of nutrition started to show. I took the turn and my legs started showing signs of fatigue. Early signs of cramping set in. This is where I would need to start focusing. I started pushing hard, and when the cramps started, I slowed down. The fast stretches started getting a lot shorter, and the slow bits longer.
Nevertheless, I persevered. I kept moving forward, never stopping. At around 130km, the turn around Maitlands along the coast proved to be a real test. Coming back up that hill drained the last bit of my cycle legs. Heading into the hectic wind took a lot more out of me than I anticipated. I had heard about the beasterly easterly, and this was my introduction to it. It was hard, fast, and unrelenting. That last 45km took the better part of 2 hours. Tummy still cramping, with added leg cramps, I was not in a good place. Regardless, I was still having the time of my life. Enjoying every minute of it. I managed to finish the last lap with a pretty even split. Another 3:30. Made it back to transition in a total time of 7:03:38. Not bad at all.
T2 was a lot slower. I took my time about it, trying to get myself together. For what seemed like eternity, I stretched, shook and loosened myself. My tummy had finally settled, so had some gums. and walked off out of transition. To my surprise, T2 was only 6 minutes. By the time I left transition I
was feeling strong again. The run was never my strength, but I had managed to gather myself. I was even feeling better than a normal brick run. So I was back on track. Taking care not to start too fast, and stick to the pace I trained for... in fact even going a bit slower.
Staying calm, I manage to evaluate, and with 9 hours still to go before cut off, I figure that's my race, just finish. 9 Hours is plenty of time to walk to the end. NO MATTER WHAT, DNF IS NOT AN OPTION. Rather than do anymore damage and push further the decision was to finish easy and come back next year for a time. Turns out, I found out a couple weeks later, it was a tendon that was torn.
So without any pressure of time on me, I was left to really enjoy every aspect of the race. Soaking up the crowd, dancing with the cheerleaders, taking my time about it. after 14km of limping along, I had developed a pretty decent sized blister as well, I assume it was because of the way i was limping... but I was not going to let that detract from any of the joy from the day. I kept on partying and enjoying the day and crowd.
I even managed to finish the run in just under 6 hours. pretty good day overall I thought. No matter how hard it got, no matter how challenging or painful, I couldn't stop thinking about what to do different next year. Not for a second did the thought even cross my mind that i would never do this again. Never did I question why I was doing it. The entire experience was just simply mind blowing, I just can't wait for next year. now to start saving for next years entry. With a total time of 14:30:22 for my first full IronmanSA, I was really happy with that result.
I have since been asked countless times... what next? why? what is in it for me. All that comes to mind when I hear that are the words that Paul Kaye said when I crossed that finish line... ZANE GAMIET, YOU ARE AN IRONMAN. ZANE YOU ARE PHENOMENAL. And in reply I simply say to them... this was not the destination, it was the merely the beginning of the journey. There will always be another triathlon, another Ironman. So in short, this was never about getting there, turns out it was more about finding the start. The start to a healthy, nail biting, entertaining, thrilling fulfilling journey. A journey of loving every minute of life.
Tuesday, 23 December 2014
Getting Stronger
So I know it's been a while since my last blog, I do apologise, I have been busy training... umm, racing, umm oh hell, I confess I've just been lazy. It's been an interesting time. A time of milestones, disappointment and success.
As far as my fund raising campaign goes, I have not only managed get my first donation, I have actually managed to raise ZAR1000... CHA CHING. Ok, I know it's not much in the greater scheme of things, but it is a start and it can only get better, right? Well regardless, the ball is rolling and I am very positive. Everything will work out just as it should... as always.
In the interim I have been very busy training, I followed my programme religiously, well almost. With the exception of a few too many rest days for my liking. And of course the 3 week vacation in Thailand. And the 3 weeks I was out with the flu... come to think of it, I've been very bad. Hard to believe I have been as successful as I was.
Lets see, there was a sprint triathlon... 750m swim, 20km cycle, and 5km run. Weather was shocking. It was the hardest swim I could have imagined, breathing was to say the least, an issue. It took me an eternity of 25 mins to complete the swim. Turns out, my swim was not as strong as I'd imagined. After having to wrestle with my mind about the not being able to breath, I managed to gather myself and move on. Managed to complete the cycle and run pretty comfortably feeling good, and at not too bad a time either. Total time of 1h30... about what my target time was. Was feeling really impressed after this race.
Then there was the olympic tri... 1.5km swim, 40km cycle and 10km run. I did a bit more work on my swim, having the last debacle in mind, but when the race started, conditions were ideal. Water was beautifully flat, weather was cool. having the boosted confidence of the last race, I really had a good day. I struggled a bit with the transition from swim to bike, but once the legs warmed up, there was just no holding me back. I finished in a proud 2:59... making it a sub 3. Just barely, but sub 3.
With all the confidence and pride brimming from the previous races, I was just on such a high. Loving every minute of the training as well as the races. Tried my hand at another 94.7 cycle challenge. The plan was to do it in under 3 hours. At kilometre 70, I was at just 2h12 and was just about to start my sprint to the finish when my chain comes off, bending my rear derailleur in the process. I managed to make a makeshift repair, leaving me with only 2 working gears (the 2 front chainrings). All things considered, I finished in a 3h19. Not bad at all, at least I thought so. Now I just need a proper bike. Oh damn.
That brings me to my nemesis dun dun duuuuuun. It was me vs the ultra triathlon. A half Ironman dist monster.... make that THE half Ironman distance. Yes, the same one that killed me before. The Midlands Ultra. I am so ready to face this beast. It's the one thing I've been training for all this time. My eye opening race. The only difference is, this time I am ready. This time, I'm prepared. I trained. I can absolutely, unequivocally without a doubt say, I am ready. In fact, I am even aiming for an under 6 hour time. Come race day, things don't go so well. I am at the transition on time, bike racked and ready. Waiting for race briefing...and waiting, still waiting. Weather is yet again, against us. All the training, all the expense, all the hard work, time and effort culminating in this one event, and the weather has other plans. Fog so thick, we can't even see the dam. Eventually at 9am they call it "It's not safe to continue folks, we have to cancel."
How sad, oddly enough, I really wasn't as disappointed as I'd imagined. I got to see my sister who I haven't seen all year, I got a pretty decent holiday. So worth the trip. However, there is this one slight detail I have overseen. The race. I return home, feeling a bit like something is lacking. Just feeling like I didn't really want to put all that training to waste. So what do I do? I take the plunge. Give myself another target to work towards. I register for Ironman. Yup, just like that, on a whim. Just get on with it. Looking back, I am not even the least bit unsure. No second doubts, just kicked training into overdrive, and get serious beast mode going. I am actually excited to see how I do with it. Looking forward to the race.
In the meantime, I will keep trying to raise more funds for Kids Haven, I will keep training and working and keep you informed, as I progress along my journey of getting there.
As far as my fund raising campaign goes, I have not only managed get my first donation, I have actually managed to raise ZAR1000... CHA CHING. Ok, I know it's not much in the greater scheme of things, but it is a start and it can only get better, right? Well regardless, the ball is rolling and I am very positive. Everything will work out just as it should... as always.
In the interim I have been very busy training, I followed my programme religiously, well almost. With the exception of a few too many rest days for my liking. And of course the 3 week vacation in Thailand. And the 3 weeks I was out with the flu... come to think of it, I've been very bad. Hard to believe I have been as successful as I was.
Lets see, there was a sprint triathlon... 750m swim, 20km cycle, and 5km run. Weather was shocking. It was the hardest swim I could have imagined, breathing was to say the least, an issue. It took me an eternity of 25 mins to complete the swim. Turns out, my swim was not as strong as I'd imagined. After having to wrestle with my mind about the not being able to breath, I managed to gather myself and move on. Managed to complete the cycle and run pretty comfortably feeling good, and at not too bad a time either. Total time of 1h30... about what my target time was. Was feeling really impressed after this race.
Then there was the olympic tri... 1.5km swim, 40km cycle and 10km run. I did a bit more work on my swim, having the last debacle in mind, but when the race started, conditions were ideal. Water was beautifully flat, weather was cool. having the boosted confidence of the last race, I really had a good day. I struggled a bit with the transition from swim to bike, but once the legs warmed up, there was just no holding me back. I finished in a proud 2:59... making it a sub 3. Just barely, but sub 3.
With all the confidence and pride brimming from the previous races, I was just on such a high. Loving every minute of the training as well as the races. Tried my hand at another 94.7 cycle challenge. The plan was to do it in under 3 hours. At kilometre 70, I was at just 2h12 and was just about to start my sprint to the finish when my chain comes off, bending my rear derailleur in the process. I managed to make a makeshift repair, leaving me with only 2 working gears (the 2 front chainrings). All things considered, I finished in a 3h19. Not bad at all, at least I thought so. Now I just need a proper bike. Oh damn.
That brings me to my nemesis dun dun duuuuuun. It was me vs the ultra triathlon. A half Ironman dist monster.... make that THE half Ironman distance. Yes, the same one that killed me before. The Midlands Ultra. I am so ready to face this beast. It's the one thing I've been training for all this time. My eye opening race. The only difference is, this time I am ready. This time, I'm prepared. I trained. I can absolutely, unequivocally without a doubt say, I am ready. In fact, I am even aiming for an under 6 hour time. Come race day, things don't go so well. I am at the transition on time, bike racked and ready. Waiting for race briefing...and waiting, still waiting. Weather is yet again, against us. All the training, all the expense, all the hard work, time and effort culminating in this one event, and the weather has other plans. Fog so thick, we can't even see the dam. Eventually at 9am they call it "It's not safe to continue folks, we have to cancel."
How sad, oddly enough, I really wasn't as disappointed as I'd imagined. I got to see my sister who I haven't seen all year, I got a pretty decent holiday. So worth the trip. However, there is this one slight detail I have overseen. The race. I return home, feeling a bit like something is lacking. Just feeling like I didn't really want to put all that training to waste. So what do I do? I take the plunge. Give myself another target to work towards. I register for Ironman. Yup, just like that, on a whim. Just get on with it. Looking back, I am not even the least bit unsure. No second doubts, just kicked training into overdrive, and get serious beast mode going. I am actually excited to see how I do with it. Looking forward to the race.
In the meantime, I will keep trying to raise more funds for Kids Haven, I will keep training and working and keep you informed, as I progress along my journey of getting there.
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